When I close my eyes,I see you. I try to think about other things, happy things,cute things but the pain that I feel goes throw all this. I remember the first day I saw you. You seemed to be perfect for me, with your easy smile and those games. You were impossible to resist. You were more than just one guy. You were THE one. And I was so blind, trusting you, believing in all your lies, loving you more than I loved myself. Who knows why you made this to me. Who knows what you have. Who knows why I let this happen. But now, I can see. And it hurts me more. I see that I loved you with the itensity for us both. I wanted you so badly that I accepted going throw everything just to see your smile, I accepted every bad things that you did to me. We could be together, we could be "we",you could be mine and I could be yours. ... "Could". But thanks God, we aren't ! Because right now, when I close my eyes and I see you, I only see HATE. I only see death. You took my happiness away. You took my life away. The pain that I've mentioned just exist because I haven't met you suffer yet. But I can promise you that, I'll take much more from you that the things you took from me. It's what I wish right now. Just remember those words : SUFFER and PAIN. That's everything you'll have from me, now and ever.